Its the end of the week already!!!

Well hello everyone. Im sure no one is probably reading this anymore but Ill write anyway. Its therapuetic for me. The week actually went very fast. ON thursday I thought it was wednesday. I was glad that it was thursday. Had a visitation last night for Heidi. It was a big visitation. Lorey (thats Heidi's mom) is so strong. I lost it and she's talking and just going on. I know it will be in the coming months that it will be very hard for her. The flowers on the casket were so beautiful. They were just pretty pinks, the daisy's, my favorite and roses. Oh, beautiful. There was a slide show of Heidi. I was ok until I saw her in the hospital holding her newborn. Ok, lost it. I just lost it. Well, today is the funeral.

So, Ryan is doing pretty well. He's been sick well for a long time now. Oh, I would say since birth. Its so frustrating. But he's a good boy. He took his first step last night.Yippeeee. He only has 3 months to walk otherwise we have to increase our visits to Easter Seals. I told him he has three months to get it together. So we will be spending alot of time on our feet. I need to get him to the pool. Maybe that will help strengthen his legs. He's been singing alot. We learned several new songs lately. Oh, table at breakfast he started flying his arm around and making a plane noise. It surprised me. He must have learned that a school. So Elmo is still his buddy and he got a zebra he can ride on and it plays music and makes sounds, I guess like a zebra. I wouldnt know what they sound like.

We actually have nothing planned this weekend. Which is nice because I need to save money. Christmas is coming soon and there are alot of big items on Ryan's list this year. He's definately out of the baby phase. He's liking the big items.

When he's walking Im going to transfer him to a big boy bed. His crib go to toddler then full size but Im skipping the toddler phase. Im going to full size and get the side rails. I wanted to do his room in Elmo but Im sure they dont make that in full size. So I will come up with something else. Pottery Barn Kids is what I truly want but my word is that crap expensive.

Well, hope all is well with everyone. Summer is winding down and Im truly looking to fall. I cant wait to go out and get pumpkins. I can remember taking Ryan there last year and putting him in the middle of the pumpkin patch. He was just a little pumpkin then. Now he's 15 months going on 21. Oh boy, how it flies.

Have a great weekend.

Ps. Im getting baptised on August 15th at the lake at church. If the weather is good. Ryan is being dedicated, its a child blessing, on September 23rd at 1030am. Its right after the church service. All are welcomed to come.

Love,
Becky and Ryan

Miserable Monday

Yuck, its Monday and not a good one. A girl I work with, daughter was killed early this morning by her ex-husband. Its horrible and I feel for this women. Her daughter was 26.

Not much else going on. Ryan is well with another tooth. Attitude flies at times. We had an episode in the bathtub last night. He got both hands smacked for continually trying to pull out his ear plugs. He cried when I left him at daycare today but he is doing well there and I hope that continues.

Hope all is well. Will write some other day.

Enjoy your loved ones while you can!!

Love
Becky

It's finally Friday

Hello all. Glad its friday. Not much going on here. Busy today. A friend at work is having a baby girl next month and we are having a shower today. We are just hanging out this weekend. Need to get to church. Its been awhile and Ryan is going to be dedicated in September and Im going to be baptised in August. I think church is a must. All is ok. Ryan has a sinus type thing going on. Nothing breathing well. Started on Antibiotic and breathing treatments. He was up for 1 1/2 hours last night. Finally he fell back to sleep. I was told by the doctor that its daycare making him sick. She also stated that this year would be worse then last because he's crawling/walking and putting his mouth on everything. GREAT!! Just what I wanted to hear. Ryan's immune system is just not very good. I did start him on vitamins hoping they would help out. Time will tell. I like the new daycare he is going to. Its very clean, relaxed, friendly and he actually sleeps there. Now its just the health issue. Well, I need to finish lunch and get the party set up. Hope you all are well and are having a good summer. It sure is going by fast. Christmas is already here. I know Im crazy. I need to start saving. Write again later.

Love,

Becky

New daycare

Well, Ryan started a new daycare on Monday. He has cried every morning so far. Its hard on me. I stomach has been in knots and Im very emotional. He did sleep 2 1/2 hours yesterday. That is a huge improvement from the last daycare. He didnt sleep at all. We have been coming home and playing awhile and then I sit and rock with him and he takes a little nap. We have dinner and play until 8-830 and its bedtime. He has slept throught the night and thank God for that. His schedule is off right now and probably will be for the next couple of weeks. I think he is in that stage that he wants me. Im sure that not knowing the teacher well is an issue also. It will take time. I hope I can hold up. Its such a beautiful day, sunny, and alot cooler. I think we will take a bike ride tonight. We did some art over the weekend and Ryan ate alot of crayons. His teeth were pink. He is using his spoons quite well now. He knows how to scoop things on it but it doesnt always make it to his mouth. I had a cookout on Saturday and all the kids came over. We went swimming and had a good time. Ryan and I didnt do anything on Sunday. We hung out all day. It was lovely. I am going to ride in a hot air balloon on Friday and am looking forward to it. Its suppose to last an hour. We are going to hang out at home this weekend and enjoy playing outside. May go to the pool. Trying to conserve money right now. Lots of things coming up(birthday, etc...and remember 6months til Christmas)

I hope everyone is well and enjoying the summer. It is definately going by fast. Have a good rest of the week and weekend. I will try to work on getting pictures out this week or early next week.
Love
Becky and Ryan

We are at the Tremont Turkey festival and Ryan loved the animals. He is looking at a kitten and he liked dog and turtles. He even got close to a bunny.