Its the end of the week already!!!

Well hello everyone. Im sure no one is probably reading this anymore but Ill write anyway. Its therapuetic for me. The week actually went very fast. ON thursday I thought it was wednesday. I was glad that it was thursday. Had a visitation last night for Heidi. It was a big visitation. Lorey (thats Heidi's mom) is so strong. I lost it and she's talking and just going on. I know it will be in the coming months that it will be very hard for her. The flowers on the casket were so beautiful. They were just pretty pinks, the daisy's, my favorite and roses. Oh, beautiful. There was a slide show of Heidi. I was ok until I saw her in the hospital holding her newborn. Ok, lost it. I just lost it. Well, today is the funeral.

So, Ryan is doing pretty well. He's been sick well for a long time now. Oh, I would say since birth. Its so frustrating. But he's a good boy. He took his first step last night.Yippeeee. He only has 3 months to walk otherwise we have to increase our visits to Easter Seals. I told him he has three months to get it together. So we will be spending alot of time on our feet. I need to get him to the pool. Maybe that will help strengthen his legs. He's been singing alot. We learned several new songs lately. Oh, table at breakfast he started flying his arm around and making a plane noise. It surprised me. He must have learned that a school. So Elmo is still his buddy and he got a zebra he can ride on and it plays music and makes sounds, I guess like a zebra. I wouldnt know what they sound like.

We actually have nothing planned this weekend. Which is nice because I need to save money. Christmas is coming soon and there are alot of big items on Ryan's list this year. He's definately out of the baby phase. He's liking the big items.

When he's walking Im going to transfer him to a big boy bed. His crib go to toddler then full size but Im skipping the toddler phase. Im going to full size and get the side rails. I wanted to do his room in Elmo but Im sure they dont make that in full size. So I will come up with something else. Pottery Barn Kids is what I truly want but my word is that crap expensive.

Well, hope all is well with everyone. Summer is winding down and Im truly looking to fall. I cant wait to go out and get pumpkins. I can remember taking Ryan there last year and putting him in the middle of the pumpkin patch. He was just a little pumpkin then. Now he's 15 months going on 21. Oh boy, how it flies.

Have a great weekend.

Ps. Im getting baptised on August 15th at the lake at church. If the weather is good. Ryan is being dedicated, its a child blessing, on September 23rd at 1030am. Its right after the church service. All are welcomed to come.

Love,
Becky and Ryan