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OK, I HAVE EDITED THIS AND SOME MAY HAVE ALREADY READ THE POST BUT I PUT SOME INFORMATION IN THAT WAS GIVEN TO ME AND HAPPENS TO BE WRONG. YIPPEEE. I KINDA QUESTIONED IT YESTERDAY BUT I WAS GOING TO CALL THE NURSE AND TALK TO HER TODAY. MY GUT INSTINCT WAS SOMETHING WAS OFF. THE DOCTOR TOLD ME HE LOOKED AT THE CT BUT RYAN DIDNT HAVE A CT. I THOUGHT HE MEANT THE MRI THAT HE HAD DONE A YEAR AGO. I LOOKED AND IT WAS NORMAL BUT SOMETIMES WHEN LOOKING AT THE ACTUALY FILMS THEY SEE THINGS THAT THEY ARE SPECIFICALLY LOOKING FOR. HE TOLD ME HE HAD SOME SMALL ABNORMALITIY. NOPE!!!! HE DOESNT. THE DOCTOR TRIED CALLING ME LAST NIGHT AND THEN I JUST TALKED WITH HIM AND HE TOLD ME HE WAS THROWN A BUNCH OF STUFF AT THE SAME TIME AND THAT HE THOUGHT THE CT WAS OF RYAN. NOPE. SO HE CALLED TO APOLOGIZE AND TO LET ME KNOW THAT HE IS FINE. HE DOES STILL SEE SOME SLOW DEVELOPEMENT IN HIS SPEECH AND TO WAIT FOR A COUPLE OF MONTHS TO SEE IF IT COMES ALONG. IF NOT THEN A SPEECH EVAL. BUT OTHERWISE HIS BRAIN IS NORMA. HE DOES HAVE LOW MUSCLE TONE AND WE WILL HAVE TO FIX HIS CLUB FOOT BUT TO HAVE A NORMAL BRAIN. OH, I NEED TO CELEBRATE WITH A BACARDI RAZ. THAT MAKES ME FEEL SO MUCH BETTER. I COULDNT DECIDE IF WHAT I WAS FEELING WAS DENIAL OR WHAT. I HAD THAT FEELING IN THE PIT OF MY STOMACH THAT RYAN DOESNT HAVE THOSE PROBLEMS. I DO KNOW HE IS A TAD BIT BEHIND BUT NOT BY MUCH. I AM GRATEFUL TO THE DOCTOR THAT HE IS SO THOROUGH. I AM TRULY GREATFUL TO BE ABLE TO HAVE A GREAT PHYSICIAN OUT OF THE ONE'S THAT HE HAS. AND THAT HE CAUGHT HIMSELF IS A GREAT THING. I WAS JUST GETTING READY TO CALL THEM WHEN I GOT HIS MESSAGE.
I THINK THIS IS A GOOD LESSON FOR EVERYONE THAT WE HAVE TO BE PRACTIV IN OUR OWN AND FAMILIES HEALTHCARE. THIS IS NOT THE 50'S WHERE WHAT THEY SAY GOES. THE MEDICAL FIELD IS A FAST PACED EVER CHANGING FIELD NOWADAYS AND THESE PEOPLE THAT ARE IN THIS INDUSTRY ARE HUMAN AND HUMANS MAKE MISTAKES. ITS A RISK THAT WE HAVE TO DEAL WITH. JUST LIKE ANYOTHER RISKS WE FIND COME ALONG IN OUR LIFE. NOT TO SAY THERE ARENT YAHOOS OUT THERE BUT BE INVOLVED AND QUESTION THINGS.
OH, IM SO MUCH BETTER. MAYBE ILL PUT THE U OF CHICAGO VISIT OFF. I DONT KNOW. ITS SO HARD. I SO APPRECIATIVE OF THE EASTER SEALS PEOPLE. THEY HAVE HELPED RYAN AND I IN SO MANY WAYS. NOW WE CAN MOVE ON AND GET HIS REFLUX AND FOOT FIXED AND LOOK OUT KENZIE JO AND REESE AND VICTORIA, RYAN MIGHT SWEEP YOU OFF YOUR FEET!!! LOL.

HOPE YOU ARE ALL WELL.