Determine

I really do not know how am I am able to keep up this space for much longer. Is it worth it to not experience the day to day fun I should be having with my child? I feel like I am constantly saying, "ok, time to go in the house", this just so I can get things done so that I log on to class when I need to. I am struggling if this is worth the effort and time away from Ryan to finish school. Three more years like this? I do not know! Why should he have to pay for my lack of time because I decided now to finish? I will have to contemplate that for a while, and see what I come up with.